In vain

Can't sleep...been tossing and turning in bed...tried different positions,turned the heater on and off... listened to songs that guarantee sleep...wanted to read...but reading would mean i won't sleep!...

So then...i walked into azie's room and laid my ass down infront of her PC...played online chess- very bad...makes you wanna keep getting better...meaning you wouldnt stop playing...

I don't understand how is it i'm not feeling the least bit sleepy when i'm a walking drug store...

just remembered the wise words of my dad, who btw believes in discipline...
'auto-suggestion roshan,gets you very far,it shapes your personality...its all about self command and will'
yes papa...totally...

My dad's a man who advocates discipline on every level, eg: to-do lists,reminders,fixed rising time (regardless of the time you slept),shopping lists etc...
Then again, he's unbelievably cute(and absent minded) because he'd make the shopping list and then conviniently forget to take it with him when he's out getting the groceries!!

Well auto suggestion according to my dad is when you change your mind set to act the way you want it to...
Right now, my current situation's oozing with non-auto suggestiveness- Its all about disciplining yourself to sleep at a certain time and be up at a certain time as well...oh well looks like my dad's wise words have been embedded in me but sadly i'm not practicing it...(if its any consolation i did but failed)

Papa, your effort wasn't futile, i'm still a growing child with space for improvements...*cheeky grin*